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Credits        blogskins  :: dits :: :: steph :: :: angeleyes :: :: r.y.x. :: :: cristina :: :: candy :: :: jonathan :: :: mwah19 :: :: serenade :: :: sinta :: :: imo :: :: lynn :: :: deyey :: :: fiona :: :: summer :: :: dawna :: :: clover :: :: hannah :: :: lite :: :: graveyard zombie :: :: ana :: :: angel :: :: hyannah :: |  Sunday, July 04, 2004  Mid-life Crisis At some point in our lives, there will come a time when you will think that everything isn't going right and you just can't figure out which road you will take or which choice you have to make, when in truth, you have absolutely none. The toughest thing is, every decision counts, this is no time for experimenting for every mistake you make will dig you even bigger holes. You will begin to feel, "Hey I made a mistake in college, I shouldn't have taken this course, for I wouldn't be sitting here now writing about regrets if I took this or that" And the thing is, you cannot go back in time. The best thing to do is make the most out of what you got because after all it's the only thing you have. This is what Im going through right now. For almost 2 years now, I have been the worthless bum, Thanks to the one year I spent waiting for that job at Sandigan. I wasted a year for a job that was mine but got stolen by a justice's niece. I went through their series of test, interviews and was even called for training, spent a week training for that stupid job only to find out they couldn't give that position to me because some Justice has already promised a job for his niece. No wonder the Justice system here sucks, They can't even make a fair recruitment process. And that really sucks because its supposed to be run by fair the fair and justiciable minds of our "honorable" justices. And so I went back to applying to private companies, I went to Sykes ( a call center ) and they offered me a CSR position, and I said "Hell no!" I'm lost. I guess we all have low points and shares of crisis that we all go through and its up for us to pick up where we left off or start anew and then you'll be able to climb high and its all down hill from there. Never thrive on your mistakes, Learn from it and that can be your guiding light. Keep telling yourself that Jay. :) [ and as for you people who are still on their way to college, One word of advice, if you are not sure that you're gonna go to Law School after college, Do not take AB Political Science.] Did I hear you say No regrets? | posted by Jay at 8:04 PM   |