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Thursday, December 23, 2004
A sad reality
Its true, the more we want to be closer to God, the more we seem to drift away from Him. The more we try to follow His footsteps, the more we seem to get lost.
I know, experience has taught me one of life's bitter lessons, that the people who claim to have offered their service, or devotion to Him are the ones who does a great job in ridiculing others, criticizing a good intention/suggestion, never ceases to whine for every small task given to Him.
I am human, I make mistakes, I do not have the purest of all intentions, I am a sinner and I am not proud to be one. I wish for something good and I want to do something about it. Please do not prevent me from serving Him. I wish to do good because I want to be close to Him. I want to love Him, in my heart I know I do.
When we decide to serve Him, we should not take credits for our deeds, we do not expect merits or awards, nor expect to gain something. Unless we become selfless we can never serve God to the fullest.
I am sad. and I am deeply disappointed.
To see that the church in all its glory is filled with people who work for their own personal interest and not as one.
To see them claim to be in communion but are scattered and divided with their own beliefs
To hear a selfish deed cloaked with ones "divine" goodness.
We are the church, whatever we impart, whatever we do is a reflection of who we are. Let us not shame ourselves in front of God.
Like what I said, I am human, I make mistakes, I do not have the purest of all intentions, we all do.
But working as one, and unselfishly wont hurt, will it?
Just a thought.
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posted by Jay at 8:44 AM
